Temple of the Dark Moon

call it fate, call in coincidence, call it the will of the universe. whatever it is, there is one undeniable sign, the tarot indeed told of the future in which has come to past. in times of uncertainty, i seek the guidance of the so called wisdom of the tarot. well, in reality, i asked ‘how will my internship problem go?’ (din get no place at all thats why ask la, be prepared mar if need to stay back and not see frens for one year) and the tarot replied that i will conquer this problem and be victorious and i shall achieve it by the help of a person of authority of seniority. and so happen that i did look for someone of authority or seniority, he is a lecturer. so i suppose he fits the bill. with weeks and weeks of no response of the management regarding his plan to place us in companies for our IT. i really did thought it was the end of it. Tarot may be just cards afterall. but either luck or destiny has it that one fine day i have an email telling me that i have been accepted by a company that the lecturer assigned me to. what struck me then was the msg the tarot card has already given me. is this truly the power of destiny? or really just something that you believed in so much u actually allowed it to happen?

prior to the confirmation from my lecturer, i had a call from johnson and johnson for an interview. although it was during my exam week, i thought it was better that i attend this interview for i have nothing in hand anyways. just right after i reach home did i recieve the good news that i have already been accepted by PGB, the company my lecturer assigned me to. i was so happy that the interview went by without much seriousness from my part. i merely just went for the interview just to expose myself to a real job interview. i didn’t do my very best like i had done for other interviews because i was already complacent. it is of course of no surprise when i was not acceopted by johnson and johnson.

that was definitely my own doing. i can never attribute it to destiny or fate. it was i who decided not to give my best, it was i who decided not to perform for the interview. so directly or indirectly, i had tried to make the prediction come true. for if i had really given my best and everything for the interview, i would have been accepted, and the prediction may never be so nearly accurate. so perhaps the accuracy of divination depends on how much the recieving end believes in it and perhaps have the opportunity to unconciously allow events to unfold according the prediction.